Crashing

well,hmmm..let me count when was my last blog here?I think that was like two or three months ago.Recently had been such a low week,phew everyone always think that officer is having a good life,but if you ask me,may be people only see the priviliges that we have.Ha.i finally understand why officers have higher pay than others,cause we always worked later than others and thus missing all our meals.Working to wee hours in the morning seems like a norm to me now,sometimes when i tried to sleep early,the sleeping monster wun even try to seep into me!ha...sound devilish?ha..but is just a notation..dun worry.Boon Ping is the same old faithful.ha~~

Giving in my best is always my motivation to carry on with whatever i do in my life,though i tend to be qute absent minded sometimes(which explains why,i have three organisers in camp!).But still i never show sub quality in my work!Phew..recently my boss asked me,are you in a holiday mood,why do i always not see u around..implied meaining=you are slacking.!woah.i totally crashed,all my fellow officers know that i nv skive and was always cleaning my Boss's ass(sorry for this word,but this is what it means).When he went overseas to spend his holidays two weeks ago,i took over him to take care of the branch,clearing all his works,such that he can have some peaceful moments with his family during and after,ha..it was a lot of sweat work.But still when he come back..haiz..that comment was definitely a knife piercing through me.Still..i must do my work right?so just have to suck it up and do!Being a staff officer may seems a good job to others,well..look beyond the surface.(ken agree?)You know my phone were start ringing at 7 am every morning(which means start of trouble),and i always have to rush here and there fight the "fire"(trouble).My fellow officers when they see me:"jason,you looked real stress.",my ans:"if i am still smiling,that means i am alright!".But BOss words were perharps the last thing i ever want to hear in this whoe Saga.But still,think mu surbotinate are damn nice,they pat my shoulder and tell me"sir,any problem just tell us k?we willl support and help u".ahz~

Still among all this things,there are still good things that can happen,quiet time became so much more interesting to me..erm...weikian was nv not there when i need someone to talk...ha...wonder why pool is always a option for both of us?cause we always share our problems over the table,sound weird?(but sometimes,is just like that lah):)
Lynn has always been there,caring(ha..i will try to control my weekend activity k?is a promise)...henry ultimate~...forever a laugh triggering to me....





well~after all this..jack still wants to sign on?ha..is a good experience lah..bet outside world is even more terrifying...But I know..where my future lies man....Resoltuion:still strive on.....~